Secret to tell

Come to me closely
I have something to say
Can I whisper it in your ear, my love anyway?  
Don't feel nervous anymore for what I have to say
I have message for you, its from the heart and it is true
Hope you would accept, its beating for you


Darling can't you see in my eyes
I love oh so
Can not wait to spend time with you
Cause I am hooked on you
So please be open to this message for what I have to say
Would you be the first one to my by gf anyway? 
I am willing to swim the deepest and widest sea
Climb the biggest mountain in the land
Slay the evil dragon way up there
Just to show my willingness to be with you
I love you ever so, not just your physical beauty just to let you know
Your personality I admire and want to continue to get to know

I might be going a bit over board, that I can somewhat agree
But can't you see I am close to me heart, mind and feelings
This are all genuine, I hope you know
 I am not just saying from my feelings
It is something in my mind made and concluded conciously
That I love you so, and waiting for you to tell me so.

Pleading for a chance

Read the words that are coming from my hands to the screen

And examine what you mean to me

For even if you are jaded by love

I may not understand of how those pig like guys treated you

But give me a shot

Give me a chance

I want to give you pure love and romance

Not going for your pants

But showing love to your personality, and spirituality that has not been appreciated by others

Enjoying your voice going to my ears and to my heart

I will stick by your side

Eve if we are so far away

It might be a bit rough at first, but all the waiting would  pay off

So give me a chance darling

I am on my knees asking for one try, and one chance

Would you accept it or not? 

Future that would look like now

Dear Soulmate

Can you see it now?
Us together holding hands
Walking down the street
People staring and wondering
How a girl like you wants to be with a guy
For I would blessed more than you would ever know

Can you picture it now?
Us together and reading the Bible together
Digging deeper into God's word and helping & challenging to grow
Allowing God to amazing things in our lives

Can you see is it now?
Us cuddling up next to each other on the couch
Like two peas in a pod watching a movie then later talking
Hearing your breathing
Your fingers and hands locked with mine
Sounds a bit romantic I know it would happen within God's time

Can you picture it now?
Sharing a food that we make or take out
And remember all the small and big meal talks
Memories building up for that special day
When we tell our children and others how much we loved each other
Each and everyday

Can you see it now?
The matters that were discussed
Going through rough times together
Hold each other close
Shedding of the tears
Our love growing deeper and stronger throughout the
hours
days
months
and years

I can imagine it soulmate and know it would happen
If it is wrong to dream in such a way
So let it be, but I know one thing is for sure
I just want to have you close next to me
Saying that you would love me now and throughout rest of time

Hello

There was an old version of a writing I posted and did not know.  So...I deleted the older one and just posted the new one.  :)  Not too much changed.  Maybe a few things here and there.  :)  Read and enjoy.  :)


Have a great day everybody.  :)

-Anthony

From a Grateful heart

My, My how times does fly bye

11 years and in December going to 12

My God you have been to wonderful to me

I am sorry for not writing a poem like this sooner

I thank you that You save me from:

Enemies

Fears

Doubt

and even from my own self

Not only just that but you recreated me 

I am person that is being made to reflect your teaching

I am in awe that you would want to use for you message of:

Love

Grace  

and Mercy

Molding me still to the Man of God that follows only you

I thank you for that 

For all other gods fail to compare or stand up next to you

Our God is Forever, Holy and True.

You put this joy of life in my heart

A new song to sing each and everyday

and a passion to want to live for You

Though I do make mistakes you love me and work with me through it all

You have always provided sometimes a little too much

But I thank you for your generousity and do try to bless others back

I love you God, but you know that is already a fact

So Thank you again God for all that you have down

I humbly gratitude and I know when trust you

The best is yet to come, I know that and so do you

Dear Future Companion

Good morning or evening Darling and how do you do? 
Hope the weather is nice and you are not scared

I thought to drop a fews lines in admists of a rhyme
Here is something want to share with you
I read Genesis 12:10-20 sorry there is no verse 22. 
I have learned again through Abram
what it means to be a man after God 
Here is is a promise I want to keep to you: 
I would never sell you out to save my own skin or something of this world
Not because you a person-a human being
But, You are God's beautiful gift/creation to me
A gift that I would never want to trade back or give away
But you are somebody I want to boast about and to talk to every single day

Please darling know these words are ever so true
For I desire to be the only one to cuddle up next to you
Because I have waited all this time to meet you
When I officially do
Know that you are all mine
It would be like first time tasted chocolate-ever so fine.


With Love from your companion in righting the wrongs of this world,

Anthony K

Still here

Dear Missing love, 

Just want write and let you know
I am still waiting for you
Maybe you already showed up or not
Ultimately God knows
But I am keeping my eyes peeled since God has the road

I do want to write and say
I am looking forward to the those days:
-Praying and reading Bible together
-Holding your hand walking our merry way
-Laughing and crying during a movie
-Being adventurous and making food
-Playing some weird games
-Or even singing songs together
The list can go on and on but I believe you get the picture.

Even if distance plays a factor in our relationship
You can always know I will be true because I waited up to now for you
I would make every effort to see you as much as I can and spend time with you
I would send you small to long hand written love letters
Random surprise carepackages
And see you during my breaks in the flesh


But over all and wherever you are
Please know that I LOVE YOU!

Love,

Anthony

Dear Christian females

Just want to write, it has been on my heart and mind.  
Please understand and not trying to sound judgmental, just writing out my feelings out.
If you do not like what I write you do not have to read it, maybe that is what you are feeling is conviction.  If you have learned from the experience of such please believe me when I say I am not judging you of your past. 

Everytime a Christian female plays the role of a missionary dater
Christian guys like me just want to cry
Wondering why play with fire?
What is the point of it jeopardizing your relationship with God?
Are you feeling that unfilled?
Don't you realize YOU CAN'T CHANGE THEM?
That job is God's.
Even if they come to the faith, they are a baby Christian while you are older. 

Everytime a Christian female plays the role of the the missionary dater
I cry and wonder why?
Are Godly men that would love and support you
Mentally
Physically
and Spiritually not worth the wait for you?
If we are not, then I am dishearten to hear 
Waiting sucks, yes I know
But why are you willing to give up that easily?

So I cry wondering why?

And now I wonder was it all just a lie?  

The question

Hear me dear
Please try to understand
I want to be your everything
But I am quite there
There are somethings I feel God wants me to know
And understand, so I can be that Godly leader and man
Better equipped and better prepared for whatever life would throw at us

But I wonder do you understand or would walk away?
I want you to know darling, I am here
Do you have the patience for me? 
Because I have the patience for you

new day

What to say
What to really do
Only You can be it all new
Forget the past and the pain
But never truly forget the scars that came

A new year as come
So let the adventure begin
Now knowing where exactly we are going from here
But I will walk in faith
Sometimes I will feel alone
But I will make it through somehow