This is a place for venting thoughts that are in my mind. Some of these writings are old but others will be new. Grab your coffee or tea and Enjoy!

Tuesday, March 29, 2011

Watch it Little Red.

*Reason I wrote this because in the Bible there is talk about how guys should watch out for adultress and just think there should be something about women beware of the adulterer.  I am not trying to create an addition to the Bible.  Just want to write something.*


Run, I tell you run
Turn your head and look the other way
His eyes are not what they seem
Beautiful on the outside, seductive on the inside 

In his mind he thinks of clever words to say
To draw you to him
Watch the smile and words that come out
Trying to press the right buttons to turn your emotions against you
Don't be believe the sugar coated words, they are heavily salted.  


His mind & imagination runs wild and free
Imagination what you would look to him all exposed
How would great it would be with you
Purity is a word not in his own dictionary 
Fulfilling his Pleasing and desires
That is what is on his mind and thoughts


BE WARE little girl, he is wolf 
Can you sense the Spirit telling you don't go
Be strong in your faith and do not allow him to win
Know there is somebody that will not pressure you
That would admire you for your personality

Wednesday, March 23, 2011

Sigh

  A friend sent a message a while ago commenting how she was sick and tired of guys.  They are gross, and disgusting.  Kind of agree with her on how some males can be disgusting especially when they do not wash their hands with soap and water after using the bathroom, especially when they have girl friends.  Eewwww, right?  

  But it is kind of dis-hearting to read a message from a friend.  Cause deep down though you did nothing wrong you feel bad about it.   Stuff like that stinks especially when trust was broken between two people.  I wish I could write a letter to the female race saying I am sorry for all the hurt males have caused.  I am not going to use well we are not perfect card so get over it (again not going to use that).  But not all guys plan to hurt someone and do it intentionally.  I do believe especially in a Christians life, the Holy Spirit is there to help correct them when they do wrong.  It is important to say your sorry and let your actions be the fruit of your apology. 

  But there are guys out there that are trying their hardest to be men of integrity.  It is hard though can not say it is easy as eating cake (can sure go for some right now).  But I am trying with God's guidance to be a man of God and trustworthy.  My yes to be yes and no to be no.  I try my hardest to keep my eyes, mind and heart pure from the sex, swearing, and drug saturated world we live in.  I only know is that it is God who can ultimately transform me to be something different.  I can not change myself, after all I am just clay and God is the potter.   

  To all the females that have been hurt in the past.  I am sorry and please forgive the male race and even me. 

  

Thursday, March 17, 2011

Love is a gamble

Will you take a chance with me
And if so hold my hand
Run with me, as we make it through the land

Darling don't you know my heart is in your hands
Embrace or deflate it is up to you
But don't you know darling
I really like you too

So take a chance
I promise it will not be something you regret
Will you take the chance
I would like to know

Sunday, March 13, 2011

Another thought

I can not understand how someone can date a Non-Christian.  I am willing to friends with non-Christians but to date is something different.  I want to know that person if I was dating anybody would be going to heaven.  Though I do want even my friends who do not know God as well to know him.  But when you are getting to know a person that you possibly want to spend rest of your life living with, that is a bit different. 

Maybe I have met you, or maybe I have not.  Just want to know is that I love you future wife and waiting patiently for you.  Have a great day. 

Blessings,

Anthony

Just a thought

In order as Christians to want to Change maybe we should desire to want to be changed by the Holy Spirit.  Maybe it does take us to write it down on our walls, hands, hearts and minds what would in each scenario would be viewed in God's eyes.  Within time it will come natural to think, and act that reflects Christ's image thanks to the Holy Spirit.  We can not be made into Christ's image without Him.  We can not make ourselves become Christ like without God molding us.  Clay can not mold itself, it would need somebody to help mold it. 

Who is molding you?  Is if friends, music, God, family, social media?  What kind of influence do they have?  To the Christians, is it something that is God honoring? 

Thursday, March 10, 2011

I can cook

 It is frustrating when you hear somebody feeling betrayed by friends and there is nothing you can do really cause you are far away.  I know that is thing with having a job far away from others.  But I have the personality of want to be there.  I know God is there for those whose hearts are broken and can be the only one to mend them. 

 Blah...it was a co-worker's birthday after some cake a Fellow co-worker and I created some homemade donuts.  Here is picture of it.  Yum.  



Monday, March 7, 2011

Sigh

Just want to say
I am still waiting patiently
Even through the storms and sun shines of life
Waiting for you to come or even make a return

It is getting a bit lonely waiting for you
But I can deal with it I guess
It will help me appreciate you more within the future.

Saturday, March 5, 2011

Growing in all phases

This is not directed at anybody, I have been thinking about this for quite sometime.  Just got a bit lazy on writing it out. 

  Mostly of everybody wants to stay in shape.  People go running, hit the weight room, attend different kind of dance classes, participate in exercise videos.  Yes I will admit I did once participated in Richard Simmons sweating to the Oldies tape  Laugh all you want, at least I am open and admitting to it.  :) 

  It is great because after a work out makes you feel great about yourself.  But it interesting I am not trying to play God saying this but normally people would press hard and next morning feel a bit sore and be happy about it.  I usually dread it, and try to take the approach of slowly getting the body back into the grove with some pain but not much.  Then once in the groove start pushing yourself.  I know, no pain no gain but same time do not want to burn yourself out.  

  Can it be said with our Spiritual lives?  I mean people do go work out for a while then what about time for exercising with God?  What does your spiritual exercise looks like with God?  Are you giving God completely 100 perfect much like working out physically or are you holding back thinking it is alright?  Again, not trying to sound judgmental, and I do ask this question to myself many times.  Sure, it is important to pray throughout the day and yes God is with us where ever we go but at the same time it is vitally-important to have that one on one time.  It is through the one on one time we can actually grow in our faith, the toning and growing begins.  This question comes to mind, are Christians pushing themselves wanting to grow closer to God, just like they would be working out?    

  I believe especially when we grow Spiritually, allowing God to use the Holy Spirit to mold us into a reflection of Christ we also improve mentally.  We start to slowly see the world like God would.  We start seeing where there is hurt, or when grace is needed.  Our thoughts become thoughts that Christ would think and our thoughts would generate to our actions.  

  Again, I am not against Christians wanting to exercise, I need to loose a little blubber.  Yet cut me some slack, I do deal with early teens to -40 degree temperature.  However, there needs to be a balance in the Christian's life of keeping physical, mental and Spiritual gauges filled.  Point is that as Christians, we should always want to strive to want to grow deeper, not just think it but do it. 

  This is not an easy task, at times I will admit I have trouble with it, but first you don't succeed try it again.  I do want to be known as a person that walked with God closely just like Enoch, the Apostles and Prophets.    

 

Tuesday, March 1, 2011

Hurray (majorly updated)

 Hurray for it is March!  Glad it has finally come.  In a few months I will be back home.  Well, I am not home sick just kind of wishing for warmer weather right now.  I look forward to being back to warmer climate and looking for the next vehicle.  :)

  I was thinking about doing some traveling but not sure if I can do it financially, depends what kind of vehicle I get.  I would like to get a used Mustang or F150 truck. 

  But for the month a March might be a bit long I think.  At the end of the month the new Emery album is coming out.  I am looking forward to it.  I do like two of the new songs off of it already they released but also, I part of me will miss Devin's voice.  I am glad to know there is good chance he will be back for an acoustic album they plan on working on later on the year.

  Also this month I created a new bulletinboard for the guys floor on my side.   Here it is above.  I know it is alright, not the greatest.  Come to think of it, I should have done some of the bats different colors.   For example-Purple bat when it is about women in Batman's life.  Then a Red bat when it is about batman's suit and weapons.  Oh well, all the drawing and cutting was done free handedly.   So not bad really.

    But I think my December Bulletin board (history of Santa Claus) was the best so far out of like the two years I am here. Well this was a picture when I was not completely done with it.  I can not find the finished pictured copy.  Ugghh... I did have lights and a star on the tree.  I must say the fire place I made was pretty cool. 

   

  Also, I am continuing to  pray for her (that soul-mate) that she is doing well and safe.  Just thinking about it though, makes me want to cry because I do hope she is fine, and she is growing closer to God.