The LifeWar

Life is like a battlefield people say
If it is so then who the real enemy? 
Is it mankind or something unseen? 
Such can be
Envy which can lead to….
Lust, after that taste can lead a person to 
Greed but that can not be enough so here comes
Gluttony can make a person feel like a
Sloth but within time it says that...
Wrath will bring the end to
Pride which can be known as down fall of all mankind

I keep on fighting

Even when things is going insane
I keep on fighting

Trying to help others out

I keep on fighting

Even when my fellow comrades decide to turn against me

In this war one always have wounds to bare
Each wound hurt
Each wound tells a story


Yes wounds do heal

But they turn to scars

Each scar wound tells a story of
The pain
The tears 

The frustration

The disappointment

But also the recovery and minor victory

No matter how bad the wound is...
I get up and keep on fighting
I know what I am supposed to do

Going from one battle field to the next
Trying to gain ground every step
But I know deep down I am not traveling alone.

Come back

To all the people that have walked away from God
My heart is broken that you walked away from Him
The one you promise to stay true to
The one you promise to follow all of the days of your life
How could you go back on your word?

Why would you choose a wordly man of the one that knows you best?
Why choose a worldly man that does not know all your thoughts?
I am asking please come back to God
I am not judging, just asking please come back
Quit rebelling believing in the devil's lies that everything is fine
It is not, you are led into false sense of security
Can you not feel the something tugging at your heart?

So come back, return to your true love
The one that will not forsake you
The on that will not break your heart
The one that can calm all the storms in your life
Come back, please....
Come back

Just want to know....

Not trying to question you God
But I want to know
Why do I have these deep feelings
And thought in my mind
Wondering what it is like?

I want to know if I am the only guy that feels this way
Want to start a new life with a girl in that way
First I want to know what is like to be loved by the opposite sex
Besides my mother, that is a fact

I want to know what it feels like to hold her hand
To go for long or short walks
Talking about everything and anything on our minds

I want to know what it feels like to know she cares back
To view the way her eyes and her smile look at me
Then holding her close to me just hear her breathe
God it makes me smile just know you put someone like that, that cares

I want to know what is it like to feel a girl kiss me back
First on the cheek and then on the lips
For a kiss is something not to be toyed with
It is something special sign of affection
Yes I am Saving my first kiss for that special one out there
I do not care if she did or did not. 

I want to know what it is like to make that big commitment
To say you love the girl through the good and bad
Giving her a wedding ring and taking her hand
Tackling life together at hand
For we would be a three chord strand-God, wife and me

I want to know what it is like to wake up every morning
To see in my eyes one of the biggest gifts and blessings of creation you made
Knowing you are not alone
She is near your bedside to hold
Whispering in her ears good morning
Planting a kiss on the cheek or the lips
before rolling out of bed to start the day

I want to know what it is like to do more things together
To help nurse her when she is feeling ill
To throw or attend parties
Make meals together or just going out to eat
Randomly call up during work time let them know you love them
Go out for movies and shows
Go on Random or planned travels
Oh there is so much more to write upon...

I want to know the joys and heartaches of parenthood
To know through your love of each other created another human beings
A blessing but also a responsibly in life to look after
To raise the child to know God and follow after His plans
Letting the child know I love his mother very so

I want to know what is like to be married a long time
To travel together as a family 
To see my partner age beautifully before me
Like a bottle of wine that gets better and better as time goes on
Watching the children grow up and find their identity
Generally getting older, and making jokes about the aches and pain

I can be more descriptive and write more and go on and on
I know God you have a plan
But I know you know my thoughts before they are even reach my brain
But still I wonder, why did am I created like this?
Is it normal to feel this way?
Is it right or wrong?

A Heart knocking at your door

Darling hear these words coming out from my mind
To my fingers, to the screen

So read them slowly

Learn again what you mean

I do not care what your imperfections are
I want to help you through it all
You do not need to face it alone
Can you see my hand reaching out to yours
Through the admits of the storms
I am not some superman
But I do not want you feel abandoned

Have I gotten through to you that you understand 

That I, would accept you no matter how confused you are

This is my stand to show you I am forever true


I know I can not be the perfect guy
I have made some mistakes in my life
But I know all this time

That love preservers through all
I will not give up on you
I am not just saying it, I mean it

So I am knocking at the door of your heart
Please allow me in
I am not claiming to be God or have all the answers you are looking for
But I want to be there through it all
I want to be a helper, not a hinder-er

So I am knocking
Will you let me in

Patience is a virtue?

How much so I want to let you know
I want to be your man
Just do not want to rush it all
I am a bit scared
Scared of what would you say
I do not want you to slip away

I want to be the right man
To hold you when you are scared
Pray with you when you are confused
Make some cookies and other kinds of food with you
Go for walks or shooting some hoops
Write love poems to you
Just hear the words you love me too

The sad story

So sad when it happens before your eyes
Fallen comrades come back to life
Not fighting on your side
But within the enemies lines

These were the ones that professed to stand firm on the rock
Willing to take a stand no compromise is what they all said
But they soon fall within the enemies trap
Compromising their stand
They are not on some solid ground but quick sand

Try to talk to them out
Trying to make sense of it all
But the fail to listen
Pronounce judgment attacking you wanting you to fall
Try to defend yourself but all you get is being attacked

So sad to see it happen
When Christians turn against each other
An army and a body so very much divided

Hey you

I want to say
I really like you
Just do not know how would it be recieved

Would you say it back as well
My heart handed to you
Or would you break it?
I think of it from time to time
Praying for God's direction

Should I quit being a coward?
Just say it? 
I like you so
Want to get to know you more