Dear Missing Companion

*This was first written in July 18, 2008.  I did clean it up and reworded it.   

I wonder where are you?
Are you safe or in danger?

I wonder what are you doing?
Are you saying your prayers?
Are you talking to your friends?
Hanging out with an old bf?
I would really like to know

I wonder what your feelings are
Are you 

smiling? 

crying?
bitter?

sore?

or confused?
My mind can think of these endless situations
Yet they would not bring me closer to you

So I can only hope you are safe and we will see each other soon
I wonder when we see each other how would we meet?

Online?

at an airport or a party?

in Church or a hotel?

Would we click instantly?
Or have to learn to appreciate each other? 

A guy can go a bit crazy thinking these things

Because I have been waiting quite a while
 

I hope we will see each other soon.
If not, I have a mission to complete still:

To present the Good news to those who need
Hope
Healing
Love

and
Grace
 

Yours,

Anthony