So yeah...

It has been a while since I posted something.  Just want to say life is going well.  I love chatting with my girlfriend-Jenn.  The more we chat the more I feel drawn to her every single day.  It is a blessing to have somebody you care about to talk to, read, watch videos and be goofy with.  Somebody that loves you and cares for you as the person God made you.  I am looking forward to be seeing her real soon--really excited.  :) I love her very much. 

I have not been playing much video gaming.  But when I do I try to rock it out.  Pretty much I only play now is Halo Reach.  Kind of weird I know, just do not play as much.  The weather is nice from time to time.  Well I am enjoying this cloudy and rainy weather.  But it would be nice to have some sun so I can do some exercising out in it.  I need to tan up and I refuse to go to tanning places.  

I am enjoying driving my Truck, but do not drive much because I do not like driving alone and going to places alone.  Last Saturday dad and I washed and waxed Felicia (name of my Truck).  Few weeks from now I will wax her again with using a better wax then third time use black magic wax.  Then before I leave I will need to toss Felicia into storage for the Fall, winter and part of Spring.  Reason I do this because I will be back in Alaska.  

Football is still under a lockout!  Oh darn, but looks like though there is a chance early July they might have a new collective bargaining agreement.  Hurray!   I mean without NFL football that means I would not be doing my Carolina Panthers game day stuff. 

That is it for now.  :)  Peace out.

-Anthony

Just the wow to me

When I see her face on the screen
I do not know what to really say
English language has come to fail me almost every single day
She has wonderful smile and cheeks that are just like mine
Her long hair is beautiful along with that nose
Oh heck what I should say is she is beautiful from head to toe
I love her ever so, and its not a sin or a crime
Cause God put her into my life at the exact time


How I long to see her face to face
Even just to hear her voice
Video chatting will do no justice to how she looks face to face
I love this girl not because of her looks she has

But the way she thinks and cares for me
She encourages me as I attempt to lose some weight
Dang you Alaska winters making me dread I should not had those cakes

She even thinks I am handsome
A complement I do not get from women other than my mom, aunt or grandma
I know she loves me for the personality and character I carry; I'm her nice gentleman.

So let it be written and known
She is not an obligation of some kind of degree
But I look forward to any interaction with her indeed
From voice to video

She makes my heart smile and does my face
With any kind of interaction with her is wonderful to me

I love her ever so
I want to be the best boyfriend she ever had
I am willing to do what it takes to stand beside her
Continually to be that special man for her
Cause again, I must say I simple love and adore her

-Anthony

To the girl I love part 2

Hope you know and realize how much you mean to me
You are my girl that I adore ever so completely
I say prayers which you are in
Love, comfort, strength and safety is that I pray for you
There is a verse in the Bible that I recite and use every now and then
"May the Lord keep watch between you and me when we are away from each other"
That is what it reads and if you are wondering where is at
It is in Genesis 31:49 there is more I have to say

You are in my mind throughout the day
There is no other girl I want to stand beside with on any given day
I love you and care what makes you, you.
After all I want to be supportive to you

I care what is on your mind, and what you are going through
When things are rough, I want to hug/ cuddle and just be with you
Be that ear you can talk to, be the man that will comfort you
When things are right and sunny I want to smile and laugh along with you
That is how much you mean to me I very much do love you

I look forward to what God has instore between me and you
Always know that I love and think of you my wonderful girl


Your chipmunk cheek man,

Anthony

To the girl I love

If you are reading this
Want you to know
I care and love you ever so much


You put a smile upon my face
Like the sunshine throughout the day
How I love to hear your voice
I just love you so much in that way
Your personality interacts with mine
I enjoyed our jokes and serious talks we have all the time

I always look forward can interact with you
Cause you are mine and I'm yours

Love,

Anthony

Hey!

Just want to say the semester is winding down to a close.  Still got much cleaning and packing to do.  I still got plenty of time in getting it all done.  :)  Just looking forward to heading home.

This year has been so far a year of changes for me.  Got a new Truck, Miss Felicia which I have yet to drive.  I feel bad for Felicia that she is waiting for me.  lol.  I know it is not good to leave a girl waiting.  lol.  :) 

The Carolina Panthers have gotten a pretty big face lift within the organization.  Just hope Newton will turn out well for Carolina.  Part of me still believes Jimmy can do the job though.  I hope somehow Steve Smith will still stay with the team.  :( 

I have been chatting with a girl and all I can say (knock on wood) we have been hitting it off.  I want to see her this summer.  There is a chance I can be not single anymore which would be a first for me. 

Now my mom is looking for a vehicle for herself since Samson the second will be leaving the family.    

So yes, this year has been a year of change.   I am excited for it and looking to see how this change will play into my life.  Sorry for not updating my blog as much.  Been a bit busy. 

Blessings,

Anthony

The end is near?

No I am not meaning the end of the world is coming.  But if you want me to play the sterotypical, Oh my goodness the End of the World is going to come, repent ye sinner, repent...ummm no thank you.  When I mean the end is near because the fact is the school year is almost done.  Hurray right?  Well I start traveling home around May 25 but possibly will not be back at home until very early like 12am on the 27th.  I will be spending the night in Fairbanks on the 25th but will be leaving really early on the 26th.  Oh well, I will take advantage of the fast internet and nice comfy bed.  Well not sure.. maybe I should not so I can sleep on the plane.  :)

But yet when when I think about it, the end is not the end.  Yes, I know that is album from one of my favorite bands called House of Heroes.  Which is true when my summer vacation begins who knows what new adventures that will be in it.  I am kind of excited, because part of me wants to do some traveling but all depends how much I have left in my savings.  Buying that truck and insurance going up a bit because I have a semi-new truck took a good chunk of my savings away.  But it is all good, during the next school year I will be able to re-coop it.  :)

 Yeah this school year was a bit tough, dealing with some situations I did not deal with from last school year.  But God is Good.  :)  I feel like I have grown closer to God this year and connected with some pretty awesome guys, especially those in my community.  As much as I am a excited for all the new changes that will be happening at the job.  I will be looking forward to having the time off. 

I am not sure should I really get a cellphone or not.  I would like to but not sure.  If I do get a cellphone it might be around the end of the summer or just wait until the new iPhone 5 comes out and all the hype does down.  I will have to more likely go with something from AT&T because that is only nationwide coverage that is around here but same time, it can be laggy.  I have gone this far without one, but part of me would like to have one.  Just going to pray about it and see is it something God wants me to really have or not.  Can be practical yeah a bit.  But coverage here is not like back at home.  When somebody wants to chat with me there or say anything there will be like 3-5 second time delay.  Really worth it to spend that kind of money a month on something can not really fully enjoy especially when data plan does not really exist here?  In NY yeah it does but in part of Alaska I am not not so much.  If I send a text message they might get it until couple days or even a week later.  Yikes I know.  But if I connect to the internet without data plan I could send an e-mail faster.  

Take care all sorry for not updating this as much.  I am not burned out from writing.  Just stinks because when I want to write something I am at work and can not do it.  Oh well.  :)

God is good and thanks for Reading

Anthony

Wow...

Well it has been quite a while since I have updated this blog.  Things have been busy a bit and part of me was not sure what to say.   I am not running out on stuff just felt kind of a bit lazy you can say.  I know shame on me right? 

Well a few days ago I turned 25, and felt a bit old saying that.  Blah.  On the bright side being 24 there were some highs and lows, but God was great through it all.  For that I am thankful.  :)  Part of me wonders what would being 25 be like?  Would this be the year I might have my first girl friend?  Would this be the year where Carolina Panthers will do better?  I wonder what new adventures and adversity await for being 25.  I mean 24 felt a bit different and more challenging of a year than 23.  So I am excited again to see what being 25 has instore.  :) 

I do have a semi-new truck waiting for me (Felicia) which I am quite excited about.   I heard she is a big girl (big truck) so really excited to see her in person.  :)   The plan is only use the Truck during tim back within summer break then toss it into storage a month later (dad will).  Thus when the day comes for me to leave Alaska, and I will be living somewhere else, the truck will still be a bit young and dependable.  :)  After all I was blessed enough to pay for it cash, did not have to take out any loans.  But my saving sure did take a hit.  But with time I will resave back up.  The though stands is that if I do not have a girl within 2 years, I might get a Mustang GT.  Only God knows the future and that is a good thing too. :) 

Also, a month from now I should be home I believe, that is kind of exciting.  I do enjoy my job, but I do miss civilization.  I do miss hanging around with people my age and talking.   I miss some of the restaurants.  :(  Oh how I am looking forward to be having Buffalo chicken wings.  lol.  I am looking forward to be helping out around the house.  Especially cutting the grass and washing the vehicles.  :) 

Spiritually, I am feeling, I am doing pretty good.  I am in the book of Leviticus.  I am trying to take things slow studying the books of the Pentateuch and just allowing God to work within me what He wants to do. 

Well, I hope everybody is having a great day when reading this.  :) 

Blessings,

Anthony  :)